christina_bowlin

Christina's Online Journal
2003-12-09 03:39:09 (UTC)

December 7, 2003

You have so many goals and there really isn't any reason
for you not to achieve them. Yet something holds you back
and makes you wonder why you even try. And realizing that
half the things you say and do are lies. You realize you
can't handle it all and you really can't talk to anyone
because they never listen or seem to even try to
understand. Your head pounds and you cry. You change and
others change yet you aren't changing together and you
drift apart slowly. Slow and painful. You wonder if they
notice or feel it too. You just don't care what others
think anymore. Feels like you are losing your sanity. You
daze off into your own world, far away from everything
negative or sad. Why do you start to cry for no good
reason? Because you know you have to care because it seems
like no one else does. Either that or you are just crying
for no reason. Who knows?




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