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Rosey
2003-12-08 14:51:41 (UTC)

First Timer

Well, this is my first time to put an entry into any kind
of online diary....kinda weird...feels so private, but then
so not, i dunno...crazy kinda, but, yeah, anyway! Well,
let me fill you in with some info about myself here...um,
i'm 16, got brown hair & hazel eyes, 5'7", & weigh about
145 if it's a good day. Ok, now let me clue you in on some
things that have been happening in my life lately. OK, for
starters, I am so crushing on this guy so bad, but I
wouldn't really call it a crush, cuz I really like him.
His name is Joseph. Don't really care for the name, but
he's got blonde hair and blue eyes & like the perfect
height for me. There's only one major problem, which isn't
really that bad cuz he's so tall. It's that he's my
brother's age...my little brother who's two years younger
than me's age. Yeah, great. But I'm not really lettin
that bother me cuz you can't tell it by looking at him.
(By the way, I'm a junior in highschool.) I want to ask
him to go to the prom with me in the spring...I'm planning
on asking him sometime this week, could even be
today...I'll let ya know when I do. I'm really sacred that
a Freshman is gonna turn me down. But, see, I'm thinkin
this also...He's got a 7th, 8th, & 9th grade social comin
up. I'm sorta thinkin (& hopin) that when I'll ask him &
maybe if he says yes, then he'll turn around and ask me to
go with him to his thing. That would be great, but the
only problem with all this is that I'm not that pretty or
skinny. I'm just a plain Jane...literally. Ok, enough
about my little schoolgirl crushes. My friends...oh, my
firends are just wonderful (sarcasm). See, I can't tell
them all this stuff because I'll so get made fun of more
than likely. I have 3 that I hang out with & 1 that is
younger than me, but she has been there for me always, & 2
that are stuck up each others' butt & don't remember what
friendship is. Ok, starting with the 3 I hang out with,
they're great when I'm around them, but as soon as I'm
gone, it's like i'm the hated one. There names are Stacy
(brown hair, green eyes), Julia (blonde hair, blue eyes), &
Michael (brown hair, fake blue eyes, naturally green).
Stacy & Michael are so two-faced that I don't know why I
even bother talking to them. They tell me that they tell
me everything...LIE! I know so much about those two and
the secrets that they've kept from me that it isn't even
funny. Now, on the other hand, Julia is a really good
friend to me...I've treated her bad so many times that I
feel awful about it, but she isn't the most likable person
in the world. She's got 2 personalities and they switch
like constantly & it gets on your nerves really easily.
Ok, now the younger one...her name is Becky (brown hair &
eyes change color). She's an awesome friend. She has
never been mean to me or been a back stabber or anything
like that. See, her parents are friends with my parents.
We are at each others' houses all the time. Her mom works
for my dad, so we see each other a lot & we go camping a
lot. I love her to death. She helped me get hooked up with
the first love of my life (that's another story, another
day). Now, the last two....I don't really know if I want
to get started on those two that badly...it might make me
mad...naah...ok, now one of them, whose name is Jessica
(blone hair & brown eyes), has been my best friend since
Kindergarten up until this year. She's been stuck up the
other one's, Katie's (also blonde hair & brown eyes)
butt.They really get on my nerves, but I've just learned to
deal with it. Well, now you know the whole friend
situation. (Oh yeah, I'm also the clarinet section leader
in the band.)Well, I live in this little bitty town. I
go to a small highschool. It's a little bitty 3A school
that is going to 2A next year & 4A 2 years after that, so
yeah, it's great. I make good grades, but slipping a
little bit in history right now. I really need to get that
up, too, or my parents are gonna kill me. Oh yeah, and my
birthday is on March 3, 1987. Well, I think I've told you
enough for one day...hope I didn't confuse ya....Toodles
for now!!!




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