BrokenSoul

Empty Soul
2003-12-07 18:56:05 (UTC)

what my day will bring

I sit wondering what my day will bring will it be a normal
shit filled day or will it be a abnormal good day. Will I
find that something I'm looking for or will I still feel
empty? Will stupid people leave me alone or will they keep
hurting me? Will I do something that ill regret or will I
finally make a good decision? Will I go out with friends or
will I sit at home and feel sorry for myself? What will the
new day bring? Happiness? Sorrow? Anger? Pleasure? Pain?
Fun? Boredom? Do I have to make the day the way I want it?
Do I want a good day or a bad one? I don't know what I want
anymore because I'm starting to get use to the pain, the
anger, the hate, and the sorrow. Why should I fight
something I can?t control? I leave it to chance? How will my
day go?




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