sad and sadistic

my diary....oh joy
2003-12-04 20:22:27 (UTC)

*sigh*

today was ok. i'll skip out crappy bits. well after school,
harvey, joe and i went to kates house. its really hard to
believe that me and joe were once together. i hadn't spoken
to him in about 7 months afer we broke up...maybe things
have changed so much...but even when i think back to when
we were together, it just feels like it was someone else.
its strange.
i am pretty annoyed at una at the moment because at her
house after school she told this story about this time we
were in camden i think it was in the half term. bascially
what happened is that we were in camden and i walked past
this boy that i thought was really nice, and i wanted to
talk to him, because you know, he was really nice, and i
wasn't ever going to see him again, so you know, i thought
i may as well. going up to boys isn't something i usually
do because i'm so shy...but this time i did. well, he was
standing with his friends by the bridge, and so we stood
quite near, and i pretended i was looking for something in
my bag. una had brought some handcuffs, and so i could look
in my bag better, i undid the handcuffs, so una was the
only one with her hand in one of the cuffs. but then the
boy, called robert (una had actually met him one time at a
bus stop...how weird and random is that?!) took the empty
cuff, cuffed himself, and then pulled una off to his
friends, leaving me just there, so i went over, and i was
completely left out. and obviously i was embarrassed
because i liked him, and he was paying all the attention to
una instead. and i told her not to tell the story, but she
did anyways. and kate was laughing, and una was laughing
loads as she said it. and then joe said 'oh yeah thats nice
saying that' and then una goes 'but it was funny!' and then
he goes 'well, eleanor isn't finding it very funny' and
then she was all 'oh. well sorry' and then she just carried
straight on with the oh so amusing story. joe was the only
once, and i think maybe harvey because he wasn't laughing,
that actually showed some sympathy and realised that i was
embarrassed and kinda hurt. again, shows how self involved,
and ignorant of other peoples feelings una is.
well...thats all for now. xx




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