colonial farmer

My Own Little World
2003-12-03 02:56:18 (UTC)

OMG SEND FEEDBACK PLEEEEZ!

PLEASE GIVE ME FEEDBACK! I REALLY AM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO
HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so today wuz like a milestone day for me. c, to begin w/
yesterday i said i to matt in the hall n this girl next to
him wuz glaring at me like she wuz about to kill me. so
then, like that wuzn't enough, i looked on his im profile
last night n i saw, "Melissa (his gf), i promised i'll make
it up to u. she didn't mean anything to me, i promise i'll
make it up". so, i sorta added 2 n 2 together n (yeah, i
know this is pretty far fetched, but anyway)i'm assuming
that wuz.........me...
so i didn't know wut to think. i mean, on one hand, i felt
bad for him, cuz afterall, melissa WUZ mad at him...
but then, on the other hand, i'm practically jumping outa
my skin w/ joy, cuz MAYBE they'll break up n i'll actually
have a REAL boyfriend for the first time in my life...

n then during math today (the period i see him in) i told
the girl who sits on the other side of me (name's courtney)
about wut happened, n she said she might know the girl. so
then i wuz just thinking "o shit", cuz c, courtney's
pretty...errr...verbal n she could talk to melissa n tell
her everything that happened. but luckily, she didn't know
her n it wuz the wrong girl...
but then i got sorta mad again, cuz then, for the resta the
pd, she wuz talking about how she hoped they broke up n
that she would want to ask matt out. n then she went into
this whole thing about her ex (which she broke up w/ a week
ago) n she couldn't decide who she liked. she asked me who
to pick, n i didn't want her to go w/ her old bf cuz it
seems like she'd make her family go through it again (long
story)n the guy WUZ a huge ass n still is, but then i also
didn't want her to go out w/ matt (who's definitly not one)
cuz i wanted to give it a try. but i said to go out w/ matt
anyway. i mean, maybe he n melissa aren't broken up. maybe
they'll stay together n courtney won't have a chance. but
that also means that i won't have a chance either:(. so
then i talked to him a little tonight too (he doesn't know
about this whole thing), n i didn't say much, so i guess
that's good... well, sorry to've bored u w/ all this, but i
wanna remember it later. n we'll just c how it all works
out.




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