csadler

random mumblings
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2003-12-03 02:46:51 (UTC)

kiss me hard

well i have the same feelings of wishing death upon
myself...not death necessarily, but a new life? my job is
absolutely abysmal i hate myself and everything about me,
i have no reason to wake up in the morning. i'm lonely as
hell. i went to ottawa this past weekend and had a great
weekend...best i had in a while, then i talked to clayton
on the ride home and he suggested that i should be getting
paid double what i am actually paid so i went to my boss
for a raise, yesterday, and of course he said no, which
led me to my feelings of inadequacy, lack of respect etc.
i'm sure some bad things happened today but i'm so numb to
the world i don't care to remember what happened. i got a
nice mixed cd for christmas from amanda and here's a song
i like off it...i'm sure it's been top 20 or whatever at a
certain time but i've never heard it before

i heard about
your trip
i heard about
your souveneirs
i hear about
the cool breeze and the cool nights and the cool guys
that you spent them with
i guess is hould've heard of them from you
i guess i should've heard of them from you
don't you see don't you see?
that the charade is over
and all the best d3eceptions and the clever cover story
awards go to you
so kiss me hard!
cause this will be the last time that i let you
you will be back somedy
and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips
will be of service to keeping you away

i heard about
your regrets
i heard that you were feeling sorry
i heard from someone that you wish could
set things right between us
well i guess i should've heard of that from you
i guess i should'v eheard of that from you
don't you see don't you see?
that the charade is over
and all the best deceptions and the clever cover story
awards go to you
so kiss me hard!
cause this will be the last time that i let you
you will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips
will be of service to keeping you away
to keeping you aaaaaawaaaaaaay

i'm waiting for blood
to flow to my fingers
i'l be alright when my hands get warm
ignoring the p[hone
i'd rater say nothing
i 'd rather you never heard my voice
yer calling too late
too late to be gracious
you do not warrant long goodbyes
yer calling too late
yer calling too late
yer calling too late


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