jonathanlawson

Rantings of a Madman
2003-12-02 10:26:31 (UTC)

a moment of serenity amongst the turmoil

Well well well, let's fill you in on my weekend and
the such. I'm gonna tell you that i'm as confused and lost
as ever and i just don't what to think about anything
anymore. Interesting conversations with people, bringing
up thoughts of different things..... But anyway, let me
just give you a very brief synapsis. I got a ride home
wednesday night from my parents. They didn't come here til
like 8 so i had like the whole suite to myself for like two
hours and just listened to music really really loud, then
when i went home i was greeted by an oh-so-friendly "oh,
great, Jon's here" ::rolls eyes:: from mark. Very heart-
warming, right? anyway, i didn't do much that night, just
turned on the TV and stared at the black screen for about 5
minutes, realizing that we no longer had satellite....
Then i changed a lightbulb that had been out for a good two
weeks at least, i know since it was out since last time i
was home, and it's not a small one either, it's one of the
main lights in the living room, god my family is lazy. So
anyway, i slept well that night, but was woken up at 12 by
a phone call from mike, then again at 12:30 by him. Some
people like to sleep you know? and so anyway, he forgets to
call me the last time and wen he remembers he is like "go
now, we're here" and so i ask mark to move my mom's car so
that i can use mine and you know what?? I'm informed that
my car is broken and that i can't use it, very useful
information that someone coulda told me before, but i guess
wasn't all that important. So anyway, we all meet up at
servite since they want to see fr mike but he is in NY and
so we all go to the movies (gothika) then go over to
franky's house to bug him and we do. So anyway, i went
home and talked online for a little while, interesting
stuff, kinda, but kinda disappointing.... I slept the next
day til 3:00 but then got woken up by the phone again, who
in their right mind would call me at 3 in the afternoon??
lol, it was vanessa, since i was supposed to meet her at 4
at downtown fullerton.... so i borrow my mom's van again
and go do that, it was pretty fun, i suppose, cept i was
dragged into a bunch of stores that i would never have gone
into on my own.... but then there was this really cool
playground, lol. So anyway, after that i go home and watch
some movies, i think i watched 3 of them but i don't want
to think which ones, cuz i'm pretty lazy. and then it's
bedtime again, and i slept til 2, when i was woken up by my
mom.... Three days of being woken up by 3 different people,
so not cool. and so anyway, she tells me to get ready to
leave,a nd i do, and i'm sitting in the living room with my
brothers and my mom comes out of her room and is
like "mark, you have to take jon back to SD since i need to
take dad to the emergency room cuz he says he's feeling
really bad" i shoulda noticed seeing as i hadn't seen him
come out of his room since thursday. but anyway, after
going back in here room and consulting with my dad, they
decide that mark's car is unfit to drive to SD and since
mine is broken (just leaking anti-freeze) and my dad's
truck is out of commision, i would have to wait. "the
emergency room shouldn't take more than 5 hours, so i'll be
back by at least 7 to take you back to SD" so i'm waiting
around... and about 6:30 my mom calls and says that my dad
has appendicitus and is going to have surgery right now and
i need to try to find someone to gimme a ride back cuz she
doesn't think she'll have the time. so i get on the phone
and do that, thank god even is still in gardena and can
gimme a ride later.... and so my mom comes home to get some
things for my dad and then leaves again and i ahve to wait
around til about 9:15 to be picked up by even and ride an
hour in the backseat talking with jessica and evan about
stuff that really doesn't matter. but you know what,
amidst everything that had been going on, i noticed
something, i was looking out the window out at the ocean,
just because that's what i do on long car rides, just stare
out at the scenery and i noticed something. Have you ever
looked at the moonlight reflecting off the ocean water?
it's really peaceful, just a nice calm whitish glow, it was
really relaxing.... and i just thought about stuff for a
little while, just smiling and nodding whenever i was asked
a question from the front seat of the car. When we got
back to SD me and evan had to help jessica carry her stuff
back to her room. i don't see how anyone would need that
much stuff for a few days, but whatever, i didn't mind.
and then we finally made it back to our suite and played a
poker game, i don't remember who won, i think it was alex,
but i'm not sure. So then i did my homework, at about 3 in
the morning and went to bad, woke up at 8, went to class,
came back, played video games, back to class again, video
games, lunch, class (i musta slept for about 30 minutes in
this class and this time sarah didn't wake me up since she
was sitting behind me, she said she still thought about it
but decided against it for some reason) and then back here,
did nothing, then class, i just sat there drawing for 50
minutes, lol, then me and some of the guys went to barona
and lost a total of $140, lol, evan was up 60 at one point
too, ouch, but the last 4 hands he had like 20's and the
dealer got 21's, which musta totally sucked, i mean, c'mon,
that's just not cool. anyway, we came back here and played
a very low stakes game since we are all broke and then evan
won, a whole $10 in the end. I think it's bedtime about
now, but i dunno, i'm kinda in a bad mood for some reason.
and now i just had to edit toan's paper, such bad
grammar... there is hope for SOMEONE to get in here, lol

Song for now "become what you hate" by midtown

No quotes for now, i'm tired




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