WPHChris

Euphoric Nothingness
2003-11-29 04:00:30 (UTC)

Even More Frustration

That's it. I am sick and tired of this. I need to have
some fun. I mean real fun. Like actually do stuff and
truly enjoy. No more of this going over to people's
houses, watching TV or playstation, like actually going
out and about meeting new and interesting people to spice
up my stale as hell life as it exists now.

Here comes another rant. If you don't want to hear about
it, then you can go read someone else's journal.
Otherwise, strap-in because I have a lot to say.

Here it is, another Friday night, and I'm home. People
always want to do the same old crap. "Let's go see a
movie" or "I want to hang out at Wal-Mart". I am sure I'm
not the most creative person in the world when it comes to
doing stuff, but at least I try to mix things up a little
bit. Most of the time my efforts are futile.

I have come to realize that people are afraid to take a
risk. Sure I've known this for a while but it is
completely ridiculous. People feel "comfortable with
things" so they don't want to change them. I feel as if
that leads to dullness. Try to spice up things, make them
exciting, and gain something productive from your life
experiences. Don't just do the "go to college, get
career, have family, and blah blah blah". Contribute to
your life and more importantly, to the lives around you.

I swear people have really gotten on my nerves lately. I
am starting to suspect that my supervisor at the Library
is trying to sabotage me. Others are just being stale and
acting like mindless idiots. I swear somebody just may
get my fury sometime soon and it will not be a pretty
experience.

I know I may be sounding like a hypocrite but I am trying
to fix this with myself. I am trying really hard to meet
new people and see other sides of life. Amy and her brief
impact has been great so far. I know we can call each
other and make each other smile. I realize that I do have
realistic financial limitations when it comes to having
fun and learning from the people around me but I think
that if all of us tried to expand their horizons and find
new, genuine, interesting people then everyone would be
much better people and this world would be a much better
place!




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