*BritAmber*
Read, Write, and Remember
You still have all of me
well, today was thanksgiving. Probably the worst
thanksgiving i've ever had. I miss jake more than anything
today. Everything around me is a reminder of what used to
be, and what will never be again. I miss him more than
anything. I never realized it was going to be this hard
" Real love hurts. Real love makes you totally vulnerable
and open. Real love will take you far beyond yourself.
Therefore, real love will devestate you. If love does not
shatter you, then you do not know love."
I gave jake everything i had to give. Now i have to
figure out how to get my heart back together. There are
pieces jake will always have, but i'm trying to get back
the shattered pieces and be Britly without jake. I wish
the pain would go away. I would give anything to go back
to the way it used to be. When he held me, and we used to
talk about our dreams and our future together. But
now...it's gone.
'After A While'
After a while you learn
The subtle difference
Between holding a hand,
And chaining a soul.
And you learn that love
Doesn't mean leaning,
And company doesn't mean security.
And you begin to learn
That kisses aren't contracts,
And presents aren't promises.
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up
And your eyes open,
With the grace of an adult-
Not the greif of a child.
And you begin to learn to
Build all your roads on today
Because tomorrow's ground is
Too uncertain for plans.
And after a while you learn that
Evern sunshine burns
If you get too much.
So plant your own garden and
Decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone
To bring you flowers.
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