Belleh666

48 shades of darkness
2003-11-26 23:00:01 (UTC)

Void of my existance

EMPTY SPACE WITH NOTHING TO FILL IT
THE VOID OF MY EXISTANCE
EMOTIONS STIRRING OVER AGAIN
CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE, CAN'T EVEN PRETEND
THE HOLE IN MY CHEST THAT ONCE HAD A HEART
WITH THAT EVERYTHING FELL APART
HOW CAN THIS BE?
I WAS ONCE SO HAPPY?
THE BLACKNESS KEEPS GROWING ALL AROUND
FEELS LIKE I'VE BEEN PUT UNDERGROUND
SIXFEET UNDER BURRIED ALIVE
CAN'T SEEM TO BREATH NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY
LIFE FLASHES BEFORE ME EVERYTHIG FADEING QUICK
TRY AND DIG A WAY OUT BUT JUST CAN'T FIX
THE HOLE THAT OPENED AND NOW HAS CLOSED
CLOSED UPON ME WITH NO WAY OUT
SCREAMING AND SHOUTING BUT NO ONE HEARS
I JUST DISSAPEAR, LOST FROM THE PAIN
CRUSHED ALIVE JUST COULDN'T ESCAPE
WAS THIS MY FAIT? COULD IT HAVE BEEN?
I LIVED MY LIFE EVEN IF IT WAS A SIN
NOW I FLOAT OVER MY WORLD THAT I CREATED
WONDERING WHY IT HAD FADED?
CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW IT ENDED THIS WAY
I DIDN'T LOSE EVERYTHING, BUT I COULDN'T STAY
I HAD THE WORLD BUT I LOST MY SOUL!