thea

the semi-secret life of thea
2003-11-25 01:21:55 (UTC)

last entry, i promise

Yeah, sorry, too much diarying, i know.
Anyhoo, i realized today that i'm definitely going to
hell. I mean, seriously. I'm going to hell when i die. I
don't WANT to, but i've kind of screwed myself over.
Firstly, i cut. I'm destroying God's temple, not my
body. It's not mine to hurt, it's an instrument of god.
It's like breaking a friend's bike because you didn't like
it. You just can't do that, there's nothing good about it
at all.
And the second reason is something that's really been
on my mind lately. I dont want to go into it here though,
mainly because i don't want D to know. Terrible, i know.
I'm mean, but i just don't want her to know this. If
someone wants to ask me about it, feedback me or something.
I don't care if strangers know.
But yeah, it's definitely unbiblical. It's definitely
a ticket to hell unless i "stop". But it's not something i
can stop. *sigh*, yeah confusing. Feel free to feedback and
i shall enlighten you.
MEH. ~me




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