CUS I WILL NEVER EVER WALK AWAY
I'LL FIND A WAY
SHE COULD NEVER LOVE YOU LIKE I DO
im in a yelling mood today but a happy excited one IM
LEAVING TOMORROW YAY.
and i got to do polymers all day and got out early YAY
and now im guna CLEAN so when i get home stufs clean and do
LAUNDRY so when i get home laundrys clean and get my cds
together cus im taking ALL of them and study psych and make
pumpkin bread... and get to bed early. cus tomorrow i have
class, a test, an interview, then carolines coming over and
sometime i need to find time to sleep a few hours before we
leave around either 4 or 7.
last night i worked out my school schedule and it really
worked out perfectly, as long as i get all the classes i
want, but i even have an alternative. im taking
renaissance/baroque with scolaro cus i love him, comp II
with this teacher who sounds really cool supposedly he
loves purple and smokes a lot and is kinda wacky...
abnormal psychology, statistics at night with caroline and
i really want to take adolescent psychology on saturdays in
winter park, but i dont know if i should because then i'll
never be able to work on saturdays...
i have my interview at valencia after class tomorrow... i
dont know why im even bothering but maybe i can work
something out. who knows.
boys that IM me online irritate me. they're so stupid. in
fact boys in general irritate me. so matt today we're
applying gold circles on these big ass signs hanging from
scaffolds and hes like "So do you like cut yourself or
something?"................ and im like "Why would you ask
me that?" "cus it looks like you do and you know--" and i
walked away. what the fuck kind of rude shit is that? you
know, i dont know what he thinks, that we're all close or
shit now cus he has my name in his phone under "honey" and
he can just call one of my friends up to get "tips" on me
or some shit but just. no. dont even talk to me. back the
fuck up. i can only be nice so much.
like dick-matt sent me his 3000 word paper to proofread.
theres a fat chance in hell thats going to happen. i just
told him 2 days ago not to ask me for anything again, im
sick of doing shit for him. im seriously not doing it.
alli sent me pictures yesterday from when we were moving in
and stuf. it made me kinda sad.
i took a bath and shaved and i feel so nice and soft all
over. but i think my breasts are actually getting bigger.
so i cried a little bit about that. im going to talk to my
doctor, they just CANT get bigger please god make them
but im happy today. so far. CUS IM GUNA SEE MY BABIES!!!
MY FAVORITE KIDS!! MY FAVORITE LITTLE PEOPLE IN THE
WORLD!! and my aunt, shes pretty cool too i love them ALL
and i get to wear my pimp-ass furry coat and scarves and
hats and my big boots and play in snow im so excited!!
and im guna pierce my chunky little belly and maybe color
in my fairy tattoo and do the snuggle train and IM SO
EXCITED I COULD JUST POP.
i really should move to indiana.
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