bonni

ramblings
2003-11-24 19:34:27 (UTC)

plain ole sex

i gotta stop this. he comes over.. i help with his
project.. he gives me some, then he's gone. i hate it when
he brings a friend over. all they get to do is sit in the
living room and watch tv and pretend they don't know what's
going on in the other room. they hate it as much as i do,
but in all fairness, he does warn them in advance. it just
makes me look more and more like a cheap whore. i don't
know.. i know the difference between making love and plain
ole sex. it's not too hard to notice. he is consistently
considerate, but it's the fact that i know what last night
was.. and it was not making love. and i know from the look
in his eyes as i passed him going into the living room,
that he knew it, too.

tia showed up today out of the blue. the sucky thing is,
is this is the only day when i have to work 3-11.. why
couldn't she've come up yesterday when i worked 7-3?
timing, perhaps, and i know there's a purpose for it, but
maybe i'll get to hang out with her after i get off work.
gotta go get ready...




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