babybritt_4life

My Crazy Mixed Up World * A Girl In Love
2003-11-24 00:03:36 (UTC)

i don't know what to title entries anymore

YAY!!! nay is home. well down at grandma's house. i still
have to wait 3 more days until i get to go see her. and by
then i'm sure my stupid, sneaky aunt will have found some
way to send her off and lock her up. i mean i know she did
a bad thing, but that is being taken care of. my aunt just
loves it when something bad happens to someone in our
family because it makes her look good. i can't believe my
uncle married her. anyway i can't wait till i can get
down there. i miss nay so much. so plans for the party are
going good. i just haven't got everything together yet but
its gettin there. i think its going to go good. right now
i don't really care if jimmy comes. if its ment to be it
will be and i can't force it. so for now i'm just going to
chill with it. i think i have been stressing over it way
to much this last week. so this week i'm just going to
have fun. i haven't thought that much about the winter
formal. i do want to go. what fun would it be if i didn't
have a date. it would be fun if tiff and becca go though.
this week i have to find away to meet randi's mom. well i
need my mom to meet her mom. i have to get this done
because if i don't i can't go to Ohio with her this
summer. i really want to go. i'm mean i've never been
there. i don't think mom wants me to go. i guess i
wouldn't want my 16 year old to go off by herself without
knowing what she is doing. its not like i'm going to be
doing anything bad. i promise i will be a good girl. and i
will. i mean what am i going to do. i'm going to a place
where i only know like 4 people. i'm most likely going to
be so shy that i won't say anything to anyone. yeah right.
justin wants me to come up there and he wants me to meet
his friends. okay older guys are crazy. so there i will
have to be good. i'm going to have to keep it cool. i mean
i know i'm boy crazy but thats going to be one to many
boys to be crazy about. so i just want to be with justin
and a few of he friends. but he wants me to meet them all.
i remember her told me " baby girl your going to be the
new girl up her and every guy is going to want to mac on
you.they are all going to want to get with you. don't get
with any of them." then when i got off the phone with him
randi look at me and said, " he is going to be the one
doing that to you the most." well so maybe he won't want
to take me to meet ALL of his friends. i just hope
everything goes okay. i mean i have hung out with older
guys before and it was umm...really crazy. i guess it will
be fun. i am a little scared. oh well. i can deal. so i
have been getting feedback from people. i didn't think
anyone read this thing. thats kinda cool. well i guess i
g2g for now. t2ul.

britty




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