babybritt_4life

My Crazy Mixed Up World * A Girl In Love
2003-11-23 05:16:52 (UTC)

11:02

so its 11:02 and i just go back from a play that i went to
see with mama. its was a good play. i felt kinda strange
because the shirt my mother wanted me to wear i felt like
i was falling out of it all night if you know what i mean.
it wasn't that bad and i looked good and everything its
just that i don't wear stuff like that. it was just a
little low cut. oh well i guess if it look good i should
get use to wearing stuff like that. hehe. anyway i asked
my mom if i could have the party last an hour longer. she
no but i saw that coming. everybody is ready for my party
to be here. no one is more ready than i am. i can't wait.
but still i think it is comeing really fast. i really hope
that my dad remembers my birthday this year. not because i
want a gift or something. just because it would be nice to
hear from him. sometimes i wonder if he even remembers if
he as another daughter. i mean Amy lives close to him and
Nat only being a baby lives wiht him. i don't see how he
has anytime for them anyway. with Robert being there.
don't get me wrong i love Robert so much. he's my bubba.
the only one i have. its just that my dad feels that the
boys are more important in a family. its all about him. i
don't care i don't want it to be all about me. its just i
was always daddy's little girl and now i'm just nobody to
him. that hurts because we use to do everything together.
well what he did changed him and i can't do anything about
it.i will just have to deal. but still it would be nice if
he remember my 16th birthday. well i'm really sleepy. i
didn't get much sleep last night. i did sleep before i got
ready to go to the play. i'm still sleepy and i think i
need to go to bed before i fall over right here. t2ul

britty




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