Jaime

Not

If I could only understand
Why I feel the way I do
I could stop myself from feeling and
Stop myself from wanting you

It's not like I need you
It's not like I love you
It's just that I'm drawn like a moth to the flame
And all that I want is
Something to hold onto
Or maybe I wish it was all just a game

Let me start over, let me start over
I'll control my emotions, it'll all work out
I want to be younger, just wait till I'm older
And I know what the fuck I'm thinking about

Won't you stop being nice to me?
Acting like you're the one I need?
I've moved too fast and I'm in too deep.
Can't learn to look before I leap.

It's not like I need you
It's not like I love you
It's just that i'm drawn like a moth to the flame
And all that I'm wanting's
Something to hold onto
Something I'll fuck up--never be the same

But when it comes down
This shit moves around
I hardly know you
God, I hardly know me
And what I have found
When I fuck around
Everything gets fucked up
Just let, me, be...