tbqb12

my stupid mouth
2003-11-21 00:43:49 (UTC)

that's just the way the cookie crumbles

i need to vent although i'm not sure what it is i need to
vent about. alright, who am i kidding? of course i know
what it is. ok, in my mind i know what it is, but it won't
come out right if i try to say it now. that always
happens. everything makes sense in my head, but as soon as
it's written down, it's either confusing or just plain
stupid.

i've been telling taryn all of my dumb, meaningless
stories, and, therefore, i don't feel the need to put them
here anymore. that's a good thing, but now it just seems
that i have nothing to write about.

the actual competition for the academic decathlon is
saturday...which reminds me...i have a ton of stuff to do
for that. ca-raaaap! i have to read half of the novel, do
about 4 practice tests, review all of the material (or, in
most cases, read the material for the first time), and
there's no way i'm going to do that. besides not having
time, i just don't feel like it. it's not a priority at
all. in fact, i skipped the field trip to the boston
science museum where they had an exhibit that pertained to
the decathlon. as much as i love boston, i couldn't
subject myself to being around those kids all day not to
mention all i would've missed at school. i know it sounds
crazy, but missing a day of school stresses me out so
much. the thought of having to rush to catch up sends me
into appoplexy (is that how that's spelled?).

ok, here's the most ironic situation ever: tomorrow is the
day that my dad is getting my car at the dealer's, and i
don't have a car to use tomorrow night. i wanted to go to
kim's show with taryn, but neither one of us can use a car
despite the fact that our both of our parents knew about
this well in advance. i guess i could go to the sunday
show, but the patriots are playing...and that is such a
tough decision. i hate musicals, and i love football.
what to do, what to do? support long-time friend or
indulge in a little football action? of course i know what
i'd rather do; it's what i SHOULD do that's in question
here. i thought my car troubles (or not-having-a-car
troubles) were coming to an end, but apparently, there's
one more obstacle standing in my way, and it likes to call
itself 'friday night'.

and i just realized something! i asked for the night off
work so i could go to the show, which means i am definitely
going tomorrow night! i'm not losing pay for nothing.




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