munkeysgrowontrees

The Diary of Me
2003-11-19 16:21:42 (UTC)

uhj

I thought id skim read thorught all my diary and put all
the stuff ive wrote about jennie in here cuz .... i dunno
there's no reason...its a kinda pointless idea but im
boredos yeah...:


i kinda fell out wit Jenny for about a min
cuz i was messin around and hid her coat and bag and she
grassed on me so the teacher wuz havin a go at me so i
decided i weren't gonna wait 4 a lift of her mum and
started walkin home but she sed sorry blh blh blah and i
sed alrite woteva blah blah... it well annoyed me tho.
GRRRR And she told Leah and Dom how i burnt myself, and i
wuz well embrassed, cuz it wus stupid really, i wuz ceckin
2 c if the soup in my flask was cool and it came out
different way and burnt all my chin, she's bin takin the
mick ALL day...

Jenny's having her belly dun 2moz, i'd
be well freaked out, i dint like having my ears pierced
neva mind my belly....

2002-11-26 16:57:37 (GMT)

Letters

To: Alyssa
From: Jennie
I h8t: Katie and Hannah
U h8t: Katie (obviously)
Time: 7.00pm Mon 25th Nov 02

Hiya Alyssa,
How r u? Howz your burn, is it gettin better? I hate
Katie she really does my headin And now i'm starting to
go off Hannah She's just as bad. When do ya wanna
reherse 4 da band, we need 2 sort some songs out, (HANNAH
IS DEFINTELY NOT IN DA BAND.)obviously, because, she's bin
saying stuff about both of us behind our backs. howz
about
Wednesday night @ my house, coz u could cum wiv me 2 hve
my
belly button done. I'm well lookin forward 2 havin it
done. Sorry dis letta's borin, i don't know what 2 write.
Please reply in a letta.
luv ya.
Jennie.
xxx....


...so i took then
out (Jenny was there) nd i put them in Jennys bag...I just
hope
jenny dunt spoil it by sayin sumet or hintin, ill be in
soooo much trouble then...


Anyway, did i say im doin a letta book with jennie now
insted of hannah cuz she dont seem interested...

3. Jenny wrote me aletter...

This is today now:
well, i got my first two crimbo pressies, they re well
cool. i got one of Leanne and one of jennie...Jennie got
me this massive pressie, it had
bout 12 mke up brushes in, a eye pencil sharpener and some
makeup sponges. Oh and a bag to put it in make up bag.
It was well nice. She felt bad because she had got it
from
Asda i don't care it was a wicked pressie, probably the
best i've ever had from friends...2 Got great pressies of
Jennie and Leanne...

...well...Jennie, i
haven't rote owt bout her yyet i dun tthink so if i dont
know i mite neva remember and u wud neva even no she
existed so...well she's my best m8 and yea she's gr8, she
can b pretty bossy and stressy sumtimes, and she isn't
exactly as crazy as me but...she's gr8 and sumtimes she
can
b crazy...sumtimes...well, krissie's cumin on holiday wit
me and i dunt no how im gonna tell jennie this bc she's
like my best frend 2 and i wanted 2 invite her 2 but...ive
known krissie longer and she'd probably be more fun
but....i feel shady...so if anyone actually dares 2 read m
diary email me and plz tell me how i cud tell her and
dont...


not even Jennie's
always there for me...


Jennie is bugging....again....she's just so...dumb cuz she
dus things to impress other people and its annoying.
Like, she dresses all low cut tops and showing her belly
and skrits and stuff and she int even that gorge and stuff
but she reckons she is and thats annoyin cuz i h8 ppl like
that. And she aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalways goes on about er new
house and her pony and her bedroom and her sleepovers with
lads allowed. I bet she won't even be allowed to have
lads sleep. And it annoys me cuz she lets her mum treat
her like a baby. well shes pretty stupid but she just i
dunno...she reckons shes all mature but she aint cuz she
dus the stupidest things, fallin for a 40 year old pervert
for example, you'd have thought she would have learnt but
she ant. She reckons thats its gud that all that shit
happened cuz now her mumkll let lads sleep. Thats fuckin
well stupid to say. What an arsehole, thats how immature
she really is and it aint just that its other stuff...


i
just wrote jennie an email cuz she always moans cuz no1
sends her nowt, lol. I think she fancies jason cuz she i
sALWAYS goin on about him ALLways and she gets rite
excited wen he emails her. She wants me sleep on friday
or saturday but i wanna c my dad n im goin out on saurday
anway. its not like its my fault i ant sin ma dad in a
week. its bad enuff only gettin 2 c him 2wice a week n i
can only get to c him at weekends and iv no chaance to do
nowt else. anyway cant be bothered...


jennie never listen 2 me, shes 2 cught up in a fukin dream
world, she needs to get bak 2 reality. i dont giv a shit
if im being harsh on ma best m8, im bein realistic...i
love her loads but man dus she fukin piss me off smtimes...


AND A MESSAGE TO JENNIE FUKIN LISTEN TO ME BITCH AND SGET
OT OF THAT DREAMWORLD AND STOP THIHNKING ABOUT YOUR SELF
ALL THE TIME AND COMPYING OFF ME, HOW THE FUCK AM I MENT
TO BE AN INDIVIDUAL FREAK IF YOU COPY OFF MY ALL THE FUKIN
TIME!


oh yeah more complaints aBOUT jennie:

she NEVER listens to me whcih i no im sed b4 blah blah but
ive got examples now...she just reckons she knows wot she
dus is right n dunt even listen or take any of my advice
wen it usually ends up being right which pisses me of big
style n she still neva learns that she is afukin sill arse:

When i sed that getting so obsessed with a 45 ear old
pervert who just wanted to shag her is sick and
absolutely ...if i cud think of a word stupider than
stupid then yeah...well she dint listen 2 me at all wen i
sed that she just sed ooooh i love him ooooh blahblah hes
so nice to me....and then gess wot? turns out hes jus bin
dun 4 child pornography n DID jus wanna shag jennie bc the
police even told jennie that...yup the police got
involved...did she learn no, she STILL dusnt listen to me

o shit i just got so worked up writin that iv 4gotten wot
else she dunt listen 2 me about......DAMN...ill just
ummmmmmmmmmmmm remeber 1 day...

Ive membered the other proofs i have that prooves jennie
dunt listen n shit:

SHe strted going out with this girl Jade bc 1 friday nite
we all got pissed n i got into jennie, hana, steph,
jde.... n jennie got in2 sum ppl aswell n then a couple of
days after that she started goin out with jade n suddenly
became a lesbo bicoz of one drunk nite???? its impossible
to suddenly becum gay jus becoz u got into a girl wen u ws
drunk!!! i jmean i did, i dunt regret it but im not
lesbo...aaaaanyway, so she was goin out with her n kept
gon on bout how they loved each other n i sed to her that
shes messin with jades hed b goin out with her n it int
fair cuz jennie ISNT BI! well she dint listen 2 me t all
n then afta less than a month jade asked jennie 2 marry
her n wen i was tlkin 2 jen she sed that she werent gunna
say yes bc she though it was well dumb n JADE WAS SERIOUS
becoz jade is a lsebian n jde ctually loved jennie but
still, proposin 2 her aft a month is fukin pathetic!

anyway, so jade bought her anecklce insted of ring n tey
jus were together constantly (o nd jennie went up 2 jade
seconds l8r n sed yes to her proposal), i sed to jennie
tht she shudnt be acting all serious with this mrriage
thing cuz theyre only 14 n they cant expect to b together
until the law changes nd lets gay ppl marry! but she jus
mite as well hav told me 2fuk off cuz aft that she jus was
a bitch with me n with jade all the time n dint bother
thinkin bout me now she hd jade...
then they had "lesbian sex" ya know, licked ech other
out, fingered each other....etc
Now ya mite think that jennie MUST b a lesbo to wana do
that btu trust me she int. anyway

so within a month they "got engaged" "had sex" & were
probbly planning god knows wot else....

bladibladiblah...then things started to go wrong for
jenniue, jde decided she hated jennie n tht she dint wnna
go out with her n jennie was fine with it all believe it
or not n that ws that....
the reson y jen did it all was for fukin attention cuz she
tought it wud mke ppl notcie her more...which they did, n
she thought sum1 loved her so ...aRHG shes jus sos dumb!


she even disses lesbians round her family jus to stop them
ever suspectin wot hppend between her n jade!

theres more to it than thta but i cant b rsed cuz im
pissed of now...she came runnin bak 2 me in the end anyway.

Next, jennie strted smokin because she "thought it ws cool'
I asked her to stop bc if i cud giv up (which i did) she
cud but she just ignored me n kept havin fags behind ma
bak which pissed me off cuz she cud t least hv just told
me tht she dint wanna stop becoz i asked her to.
that was the same situation with tht fukin pervert tom cuz
i asked her to stop seein him n she sed but carried on
behind my bk n i found out yer fukin later n she dint
understand y i was fukin angry at her


If anyone actually understands me and agrees that i hav
the rite to b pissed off then ur probably thinkin why am i
still carryin on bein her best m8?

because i have no one else

thats the sad truth

and the thing is

jennie has no one else either...as much as she dunt want
to admit it, its true

i aint using jennie bc theres a part of jennie ive seen
thats os fukin cool n thats the part i saw in her at first
and like her for,

but ive just had enough of her trying to constantly
impress other people and being such a...two faced bitch

jesus IM callin her a two faced bitch...

i think im the two faced bitch!

but at least i can admit it and try to do sumet about it

i dont deliberately go around bein 2-faced like sum ppl

i only reall bitch in ma diary...


so there ya go...

Bitch bitch bitch, yea i no but i needed to let it all out
n thatss wot diaries are for aint they? Id love her to
read this n then shed no how i fukin feel but can ya
imagine? i'd totally turn into the fukin wicked bitch of
the north fukin west!!!!!!!!!!





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