psychomagnet

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i cant sleep. so i was reading articles and researching on
breast reduction and its so fucking scary, i mean i knew it
was scary but not as scary as it is and it can cost up to
30,000 WITH insurance and now im very upset because i
fucking seriously hate them, more than anything else about
me and everyone thinks its a big fucking joke and teases me
and stuf but i really hate them and i hate how my back
hurts if i sit too long and i hate how i cant wear so much
stuf because of them and i hate how they're always in the
way and i hate how they look and i hate that theres nothing
i can do about it and i hate how people are about it and he
just happens to call me right now when im crying and
reading this article and hes like "dont cry they're nice"
THATS NOT THE FUCKING POINT YOU ASSHOLE, i didnt ASK YOU
THAT i didnt even ask for your fucking opinion at all but i
dont CARE what you or ashley or anyone else thinks about
them I FUCKING HATE THEM AND ITS ME WHO HAS TO DEAL WITH
THAT why doesnt anyone fucking get that and it doesnt even
matter but it just made me mad but thats not the point the
point is i really thought i could do this in the pretty
near future and i really cant.