things running through my mind.
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2003-11-16 18:47:08 (UTC)

Have you ever loved someone and..

Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no
idea what so ever? Or fell for your best friend in the
entire world, and then sat around and watched him/her fall
for someone else? Have you ever denied your feelings for
someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to
handle? We tell lies when we are afraid....afraid of what
we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of
what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a
lie....the thing we fear grows stronger. Have you ever
noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they
are right beside you and yet you can never have
them.....when the moment you can't feel them under your
fingertips you miss them? Have you ever wondered which
hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not,
or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most
important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do,
they might break your heart.... but if you don't, you
might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a
couple because you were so afraid of losing what you
already had with that person? You heart decides who it
likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what
to do. It does it on its own.... when you least suspect
it, or even when you don't want it to....

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you
had , but that other person was too afraid to let you ?
Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to
care too much ... for the fear that the other person does
not care as much, or that life is all about risks and it
requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look
back and wonder what they would have, or could have had ..

*i was reading michelles journal and i read this and
thought it was really cute and that it made alot of ssnse
because.. this is how i feel alot of teh time adn i never
can get close enough to someone because im too afraid cuz i
dont want to be hurt and i have never learn to show my
emotions even from my family i ahve always just hid behind
a solid face that acts like i dont care abotu enething.