thea

the semi-secret life of thea
2003-11-16 05:54:28 (UTC)

kim is weird

So, Kim is a friend of both D and myself. Kim had
this thing going this summer, where she kept saying that D
cut herself (she saw d's scars). But she did it all very
jokingly, not taking it seriously at all.
Anyways, Kimmy, D, and I hung out tonight. For dinner,
i had a piece of pizza, two wings, and a cookie. Seems like
a "normal" amount, eh? (i made a huge effort to
eat "normally", i didn't want them to be all weird). Later
kim kept saying how i don't eat, and how i throw up my food
and stuff. She said this all jokingly, just like she did
when she talks about D's cuts.
It's really weird. I mean, she gets everything
STRAIGHT ON, but she thinks it's a joke. Are we really all
that obvious? If she just listened to what she was saying,
maybe she'd put two and two together, and realize that
she's actually RIGHT.
But i ate a lot. I tried very hard to be normal
tonight. I was worried. Why does she think i didn't eat
much? I DID. I freaking TRIED. Very hard. I was pleased
with myself. And in the car on the way back to kim's
house, she said "ok althea, i think we need to discuss your
eating habits! Or your NONeating habits!" and dana's mom
said "yeah, NONeating". I said that i'm not noneat-y. Kim
giggled and started joking about some other random thing.
I'm confused. *sigh* g'day ~a very tired and sick of
having a cold thea




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