you cant escape what makes you tragic
i give up.
i'm seriously so fucking tired of dealing with all this
SHIT AH i don't want to anymore. i worked 2ce as hard at
school this yr and started being more social just to
fucking shut my mom up so she would leave me alone and shit
but fuck she is being worse then fucking ever- and it's not
all on me, either. its all the shit she tries to get away
with and when i say something she gets fucking mad at me...
LIKE I'M THE ONE WHO FUCKS SHIT UP YEAH RIGHT SURE
MOM. nothing ever changes, no matter how hard i try to be
good or w/e to satisfy her it doesn't matter b/c it doesn't
balance out with all the shit she does. I'M NOT JUST GOING
TO FUCKING LET HER GET AWAY WITH HER SHIT I FUCKIN HATE HER
SO MUCH I'LL HARASS HER ABOUT IT UNTIL SHE FUCKIN DIES, OR
I KILL HER WHICHEVER COMES FIRST. i really just want to
fucking commit suicide- i'm so goddamn over all this shit.