PreggiePeggy

Life through the eyes of a pregnant teen
2003-11-13 00:21:31 (UTC)

I think you ought to know that i intend to hold you for the longest time...

A connection cannot be one-sided. That would not be a
connection. The definition for connection constitutes two
people, objects, Wires even-- But TWO. How could you
possibly feel a connection with someone who doesn't feel a
connection with you? Is someone making it up? Does this
mean someone is pretending? Does this mean someone is more
interested in having a connection than in the person so
that they would feel the connection no matter who the heck
it was? Or is the other person just being dumb? And
should be feeling it, but is either to self absorbed or too
hung up on someone else??
Let me explain
I still like Casey. I really do. The upsetting part is
that it didn't even feel like a crush, because it was just
so natural and relaxed to be with him. I enjoyed his
company, i think he's a great guy, and i think he's highly
adorable.
John thinks we are together. Don't ask. But this isn't my
fault. He wrote in his livejournal that we have great
chemistry. I just told elise yesterday that i don't really
feel like i connect with him.
WHY????????
Why do i feel it with Casey, Casey doesn't feel it with me,
John does, but i don't feel it with John.
oh bother.
it just seems impossible. Maybe Casey isn't over his ex-
girlfriend. Ex?? Do i even Know anymore? cause he hasn't
really talked to me in a while. And his away messages have
been soo... welll.... heres an example, this is what he has
up right now:
oh, nm. He changed it.
Kill me.




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