eidolon

shifting mists
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2001-10-09 05:55:55 (UTC)

will i drown? ..

i feel so alone

sitting here with a house full of people
but no one listens here

i feel so alone

i write .. i talk ... i function
i do all of the things that i am suppose to do
to look allright
to act normal
but

i feel so alone

my mind constantly wanders
no longer to the future
i'm not sure where that went
it wanders to you
your in my heart
yet so far away
and

i feel so alone

the last few days i have begun to feel desperate
begun to feel like this is never going to end
i feel stuck with no way out
no light in sight
i don't know why
yet

i feel so alone

if i were to scream would you hear me?
could you save me? .. would you?
from myself?
from them?
because

i feel so alone


~wondering if i forgot to take my medication yesterday~


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