Halow Effect

The Nile's Edge
2003-11-09 03:19:38 (UTC)

Anapotoliptic

well, i still haven't finished, nor am i close to
completing my reading and work for the weekend. i have to
start on my research paper pronto so i can have the
polished draft DONE and ready to have turned in the monday
after my weekend home. this will test my self-
disipline...because i have to have it done, i have to have
sources, and i have to do the research.

and i didn't go to subway to re-apply either. not like i
planned. looks like a job really will have to wait until
after i get back from winter break. who's going to hire me
now, when i'll be gone for my winter break in a month?
yeah...

and cyrana's got a four day weekend. she's got no class
monday and we all get tuesday off for veteran's day...i
have two days off this week too: tuesday and friday, but
hell, i want them to be before my exam, monday!!! its not
fair, cyrana gets to skip most of her classes, sleeps all
the time and does only a little bit of work and she's
making good grades. ME on the other hand...ahhh. i go to
all/most classes, am physically unable to nap when
stressed out, and have shit loads of reading because i
picked three of the most anal-retentive, sadistic
professors in the history of human creation. holy hell.
not fair not fair not fair. but life's not fair.

this week is going to be a LOT of work. i have to finish
reading the text and course packet sections by tomorrow so
i can have a SHOT at passing the history exam monday.
then, i have till thursday to pretty much finish my
research paper (which i should've gotten started on
friday, but knew i shouldn't becuase i was swamped with
reading)...baby steps...baby steps...

i'm not going to worry about the paper till after my exam,
that's final. don't worry about it.




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