Krissypoo

Just some thoughts
2003-11-08 20:42:09 (UTC)

But they can't touch, my inner mystery.

Yesterday we had first hour and walkathon.

I walked with L.T. we walked the whole way arm in arm for
some reason we thought we'd keep warm lol. After a while
pam joined us and I finished her last two with her.

I didn't feel really good so I passed on IHOP. I just
drove Kristen home and loafed on teh couch all afternoon,
feeling yucky. I not only felt yucky but- sort of
depressed or "sampy" they greatest made up word. I don't
know exactly what it was. Just lonely for some reason but
at the same time I wanted to be alone.

Chris had teh nhs dance and so did amanda. I think amanda
would be the only person i woulda wanted to be with last
nite. Anthony called me and said he'd call around 9 and
come see me but deep in my mind i had a feeling i was
gunna get stood up. since ive stood him up countless times
since july. chris said hed call too.

well i fell asleep quite early and just came to teh
realization that i was stood up double time. so i crawled
into my bed and fell asleep.

my phone rang at 11 and it was toph and it actually
cheered me up. hes so cute lol. and he laughed bc i yawned
and he was like, oh u just made me yawn so i was like GOOD
IM GLAD! he said im back to myself- being mean about
retarded things like yawning.

then what do ya no, i hear a beep and its my call waiting
and who else was it but anthony. he apologized bc he went
out with nelson and would still like to see me. so i didnt
get stood up afterall. both boys called like they said
they would. he wanted to get dinenr tonight but im hanging
with topher tonight. so ill see anthony sunday.

toph was bothered by it and i no he was. and i said i
wouldnt go bc i didnt want to cause trouble and he said it
was okay bc he knows we're just friends and he is fine
with it. i jsut havent seen the guy since july and he
doesnt come home all too often.

so date with toph tonight. i gotta go help david get kt's
bday present, ill ttyl ;)




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