Natalie

Today For You
2003-11-08 00:38:10 (UTC)

I Hate Love

"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes
you so
vulnerable. It opens your chest, it opens your heart, and
it means someone
can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these
defenses. You
build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt
you. Then, one
stupid person, no different from any other stupid person,
wanders into your
stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They don't ask
for it. They do
something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and,
then, your life
isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets
inside you. It eats
you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple
phrase like
"maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive"
turns into a
glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts,
not just in the
imagination, not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-
hurt, a real
gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

MY FEELINGS EXACTLY!!!!!




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