munkyweasel

Radical Belligerence
2003-11-06 11:19:30 (UTC)

lawn chair with long hair

Wednesday, 5 November 2003

Wore best Dickies today.

Bus eh? Umm Ashley said that this girl Amanda does crack
and has had 3 boyfriends and has fucked them all so far
this year. I thought I didn't know her, but the story
continues at the end of the day...

It was wet. walked to class. Passed whatserface and the
tall chick.

Before 1st, Ben was telling me about all this crap his past
bands have done, like touring with Puddle of Mudd and shit.
Winning battle of the bands and playing bake sale, etc.
Then Stephan threw a thing at Ian but it missed and hit me
in the eye. It left a mark. It was cool tho. And Ashley H
had a fife, it was so frickin high pitched.

1st, we umm did a thing yeah. about transfer RNA

2nd, did encoding and decoding matrices.

3rd, matt had my paper and i was afraid it wasn't going to
get turned in but it did. we learned about the M-guy v.
Madison trial.

Lunch. Zee is so hot. Jessica sat with us. I ate chicken
wings. Allan got a haircut apparently unbecoming of him. I
took tray up and saw richelle and she hates me of course. I
try not to maintain eye contact!!!!!

After that umm... it was like... wtf. Chase can talk to
girls more readily than i can. I suck suck i suck.

Health. Finally learned how to fill out that damn job
application. Grammar school is middle school, apparently.
Which makes sense if you think about the fact that you have
to have completed 8th grade to drop out and whatever.

Walk to English was kinda boring, I was late for class.

English was like... we watched a bit more of TKM and talked
about accursed essays! I am so sick of that book and essays
man. I don't know, it's not hard it just ... i guess I
shouldn't complain.

Comp apps, test was not hard, and i dawdled a lot so I
didn't do a lot of work. This is easy crap.

Walk to Spanish, talked to Danny about might not be able to
jam sat.

Spanish was fun. I like too many girls don't I? I don't
know, I prefer just to keep them all at a nice level ZERO
instead of raising some up. Cuz if I raise one up, I have
to raise up all the rest don't I? And I positively HATE
ranking girls. There is more than one criteria
(criterium?), and more than one facet of each. Whatever.
Better to just think that "none of them are TOO great".

Bus... so it was Amanda A, the one who goes to Northport
now, the one who was so cool to me. When I heard that...
when I found out that it was someone I know, instead of
some name without a face, then it really hit me. It struck
the nail further (or some such metaphor) that I am a loser
and always will be. And apparently Ashley got pantsed and
the boys saw everything. and yeah breanna and brittany were
on so yeah they talked about a lot of that kind of stuff.

I am a loser loser loser loser loser loser loser losre
lsoer lsoer lsoer o serosle rose lrsoe rseors erosersoerol
hah.

[...]

Guitar lesson. It was so humid outside that the windows had
all fogged up. I played some basses that they just got in,
they had this REALLY nice 4-string, it was SO GOOD but it
was 700 some bucks. Then they had some 5-strings, a fender
p-bass and jazz bass, those had pretty good action too. So
I got a bass lesson. Learned how to slap and how to play
with fingers instead of pick.

Then talked to little kid, second impression of Telecaster
wasn't as bad, walked outside and instantly felt the
humidity rush straight to my socks, and came home.

[...]

Yeah and yeah. Jamie and internet for 4 hours but it
finally started screwing me.

Dreamed of Natalie, and a little bit of Alejandra and all
the kidz in my classes.




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