FlirtWithSuicide

Conflagration
2003-11-03 13:41:13 (UTC)

Am I Alive or Dead?

I wake up, stiff and cold. I close my eyes...."die die
die die die die die die die,", I whisper, because my
respirations continue. I know that I am
alive....technically. Here I am, world....Here I am. What
are you going to do to me today? How can I fuck myself over
today, on this fucking wonderful DAY? *sarcasm* Here I am,
stiff and unwilling to face the world and all that it holds
for me; here I am, weak and submissive, to endure all that
this day has to offer. Here I am, ready to know the
sunshine that will never come. There is nothing here for
me....Please don't let me wake up.




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