greenhaven

Greenhaven
2003-10-30 05:02:53 (UTC)

Headlines: Amazon Queen assults police officer and is killed! - Hopefully

To be brutally honest I thought I was going to have to kill
myself before I got home. Only thing is I couldn't recall
my friend's number from that email she sent in order to say
goodbye. You are thinking WHAT! Okay...our insurance is
dropping us becuase of my brother's wreck, my fender
bender, and my last ticket. I've had three in my life
time. All three in the past 2 yrs. The whole way to
Dallas and back (this weekend) I was thinking I can't speed
or get pulled over, there's no way we'll find insurance if
I get another ticket. Well, I got lucky, I didn't get
pulled over. I didn't really speed but once. Well, if I'm
not just driving along down the hwy next to my house
tonight and come up on this car going a bit under the speed
limit. My car was on cruise control up till that point.
Well, I decide to pass. There is no one around and I have
a passing zone even. Well, I pass but I get up to 79 while
doing so in a 65. Then the lights come on. Then comes the
lump in my throat and thinking what I can write my suicide
letter on. I'm trying desperately not to start crying. I
cry everytime! He's got my ID and I'm frantically
searching for a current insurance card. I say to him in a
choppy voice, is there anyway you can just give a warning?
CRYING and nearing a heartattack. He takes what I figure
is my current insurance I can't tell any longer, can't see
through the wall of tears streaming down my face. He is
walking around my car comes back and asks who is Elara. I
was like that's my nickname (it's a window sticker on my
back winshield). Then he was like where do you work? I was
CRYING it out: Sonya McClendon Vet. Then he asked did you
assist her in putting that donkey to sleep that was hit by
a car? I said no sir, but I was in the office that day.
Then he BY THE GRACE OF GOD gave me a warning. I sat in
Wal-Mart parking lot for a while trying to collect myself.
I couldn't go home crying or looking like I was crying.
I'm not ready to hear my mother's nagging. I can guarantee
that every Wal-Mart and Walgreens employee I encountered
was like what happend to that girl!?! I had to finish my
costume shopping, but I know I looked horrible and on the
verge of tears the entire time. I still am. There was no
way I could have come home if I had gotten a ticket.
Seriously. I can't afford it for one thing. Much less I
can't drive around with out insurance either. I was nearly
thinking I'll have to assult this police officer and try to
get him to shoot me. :) It really was/is that bad.




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