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I was just reading feedback someone sent me when i was down
and it really touched me,heh made me feel happy.
From: [email protected]
Timestamp: 2003-10-12 22:06:49 GMT
DONT WORRY ABOUT A THANG. EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE OKAY.
RICHARD IS A ASS. YOU PROBABLY DESERVE WAY MUCH BETTER.
ONE DAY THE RIGHT ONE WILL COME ALONG. UNTILL THEN DONT GO
LOOKING FOR HIM HE WILL COME TO YOU. AND IF YOUR SAD OR
DEPRESSED? JUST PRAY. DONT KILL YOURSELF. JESUS LOVES YOU!
AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!!
Now that gives me hope ,you know? im bored and i was almost
thinking of calling richard,just to see what was going on.
but then i started to realize that not talking to him has
made my life so much better! I dont get cussed out every
time i talked to someone on the phone, im not crying from
being cussed out or feeling used. So im glad that i dont
talk to him,but i'll probally see him when im in
houston..eh funnn. But i talked to Joesph he was at
home ,not doing nothing. i LOVe talking to him ,but then he
sstarts talking kinda erm dirty. not bad just a thing here
and there. and if you know me im the biggest pervert for a
girl but i dunno i just feel ho'ish or easy when i say
something like that. ya know? maybe its cause we haven't
been together so long? or im afraid that he'll think im a
ho if i say something bad. I dunno im crazy..i dunno if hes
gonna call me tonight cause he dont have no phone to call
on,cause the cellphone is broken. so yea ....He thinks
he'll never see me again. Which he will but hes gotta wait
till dad gets home. we got a rule boys cant come over
unless his home, and im afraid to ask when he gets home
thursday. so i'll have joesph ask him saturday or
something. ;) anywho im trying to find songs to download.
SooO yea, i dunnoo im bored im waiting for it to be 7:30
its only 7:00 .. whens its 7:30 we can go to youth
group..yay i'll see devin there.. i think he likes me? eh?
maybe just maybe.hheheheh i dunno well im going if anything
happens i will let yall know. Which i doubt anything will
happen. bye bye God BleSS PRAY 4 me bYe LovE ALWaYS RaLpH
LaUReLL AKA Lauren PEacE OuT