Dove

Just A Place To Vent
2003-10-29 05:39:16 (UTC)

My Heart

My heart is shattering as I stand out in the cold
barely noticing that my teeth are chattering. Someone tells
me I need to get warmed up but how can I allow myself to do
so when every time I turn around something else happens to
make me feel so cold? I don't really want to allow myself
to feel anything any more because each time I do, I get
knocked down again. I can barely pick up the pieces and go
on any more as every time I do I'm abruptly thrown to the
ground once more. I know I'm just allowing these things to
happen as I continue to hope that there is someone that
could actually care about how I feel and not just use me
for their own selfish reasons but I guess I'm just to blind
or stubborn to see the plain truth when it reaches up and
slaps me in the face. I'm a complete idiot.
HOW CAN I BE SUCH A FOOL?

just a little of the way I used to feel not anymore though!




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