Jaime

Thank You

It's been too long since I really felt what came from deep
inside,
But the last time I really felt, I lay back and denied,
Cause I didn't want to hurt you, didn't want to cause you
pain,
And now you've torn my mind apart to prove it's not a game.

So thank you--for breaking me down
And thank you--for fucking around
With what I knew
And what I was
And what I felt inside
You broke me down
Simply because
It was my fault you cried

You've gotten your revenge on me,
Leave me alone, now, let me be
I don't wanna be your fantasy,
I just wanna be alone.

I don't want anybody else.
I'm fucking sick of hating myself.
So learn to deal with the hand you were dealt.
What's it gonna take for you to leave me alone?

I'm denying myself what I really want because you can't let
go.
I just need someone to hold on to, but now I don't know
I don't trust myself or anyone else.
I have no way of defending myself. And no one deserves the
shit I put you through.
But that don't justify all the things you do.

So thank you--for breaking me down
And thank you--for fucking around
With what I knew
And what I was
And what I felt inside
You broke me down
Simply because
It was my fault you cried

So thank you--for building me up.
Thank you--when I'd had enough.
You've got to face the music now,
You've got to let me fly.
You've got to realize somehow,
There's no more you and I."