lonely butterfly

FunGuS * aMOunG *uS
2003-10-28 03:27:23 (UTC)

anD iT teArs mE uP (the game)

-October like...20)I wrote, but ereased
Well, I was going to say how much I missed your old ways
THEN, I realized how selfish it would sound.I
love Ashley, and I wouldnt want you to think, i stopped, or
it was false, or something.Her and I are alike in EVERY WAY
I think life and looking for love, is all just a game.
(A SERIOUS ONE), but none the less, a game.
I was on the bottem when our "game" began (although it
seemed to be that it was opposite, because of age)I was
chasing YOU. Then it for SOME REASON that changed, you were
falling for me faster than I was for you. I had someone
previous. Then, I (notice now) that I took advantage and
played the land(you) as if I were running a monarchy.This
led to rebellion and vanquish,(YOU) which led to the game's
ending. Soon someone roles dice, and the game starts over
again. Not quit where it left off, but defintley not the
begining. But this time,I'm at bottem again. Once a person
gets to the top and falls to the bottem again, it is very
hard to get even close to the top, or even leveled out to
the other player.This process barely began...
aSHLEY ON THE OTHER HAND..isnt a game. I lover her. I cant
say too much, but I have this strange feeling we will grow
old togther,and live happly ever after




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