Halow Effect

The Nile's Edge
2003-10-27 05:46:03 (UTC)

So Damn Tired

i wonder if i'll have enough money to get a new pair of
pants this month. most of mine are getting to be a little
big. or i could just get a belt. that'll do until i can
get pants. something to keep things in my ass.

i emailed dawn and adrienne about not being able to make
atlanta. they'll be bummed...they'll ask why and i'll
ambarrass myself and say the 200 a month won't last me
until then, PLUS the next month's check won't be here by
the time we go. so, i won't have anything to take with me.
but i figure that if she really wants to go, adrienne will
find a way. and "0 - 6" those are the last two numbers i
was dialing yesterday. adrienne's last two numbers are
really "8 - 6". shit. no wonder i got a "this line is no
longer in service" thing. i thought the loon changed her
number on me. regardless, i didn't get in touch with her
and driving around orlando isn't a good method when you're
only trying to find one person.

and what kevin said was right... i'll try. some people are
just not good for you. like crack. just have to remind
myself.




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