Cold chillin

Bernie Calderon
2003-10-24 01:32:06 (UTC)

brush my troubles away

mood: shiet... and more shiet
song of the moment: World filled with love by craig david
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I have always found solace in school. The drudgery of
schoolwork and readings has always provided enough of a
distraction for me that I temporarily forget the misery
that is my existence. But what happens when you no longer
find comfort in the familiar? I hate school. I hate
schoolwork and not even the readings is preventing me from
momentarily escaping my unhappiness. It's upsetting when
the familiar no longer embraces you with open arms.

I know that I am the only person who can liberate myself.
I just choose not to and at this point in my life, I don't
even know where to begin.

bERNIe




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