Leah

Ramblings Of A Confused Mind
2003-10-23 16:43:53 (UTC)

the things u do to me


so tell me boy
where do you get the right
to invade my brain like
the us army in a foriegn country?
battle ground: my heart.
and your nerve seems so unshattering
as you cut into my mind
with a sharp stab of your knife
covered in blood
that my veins cried.

and you're inside me
deep and pure and i fear
you're forever a part of this girl
who never wanted to give in
to this four letter word
called love.
are you ready for that?

'cause in your eyes
i swear i'd see the word forever
just like in your touch
forever would be felt
so sing me to sleep one more time
your fucked up lullaby
mascara smears left on pillow cases
and i long to point fingers
at you
your words
the way you make me feel.

thousands of memories
that i've never even experinced
carved into my mind
and hope is all i'm holding to
that someday these will come true
'cause our first kiss was so beautiful
and your touch was so magical
and i lost myself in your eyes
for that moment

3 2 1
snap
wake up
reality check

and you're gone
the dark of my bedroom is closing in on me
the covers try to strangle me
the shadows are consuming me
and i let you get the best of me
again

so stay strong, little girl
and someday you may feel
all these false wishes
your brain whispers in the dark

and your hand
just fades away


so i take my swiss army knife
and hold it to my chest
and carve an x through my heart
bleed your words right out
so finally i am free
from these things you make me believe
love_fate_happiness

but still
you're right behind me
with a needle and a thread
to fix my wounds again.




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