JennyMBC03

Day By Day: The Jenny Saga
2003-10-23 02:08:07 (UTC)

Personality Number 2

Perhaps I am a slight manic depressive. I don't feel nearly
as sad and angry as I have the past week. The painting
helped I'm sure. Now I have 2 more beautiful pieces of art
to hang on the walls of my future apartment. Although I am
having a slight problem framing the assemblage piece. I
think I need a shadow box frame, but I dunno if I can find
one big enough. They look awsome when framed with a white
mat. I realized today that I should be very proud of myself
and my accomplishments thus far. First of all, God gave me
the talent to paint. Secondly he gave me a loving, caring,
and patient heart. (Although patient, loving, and caring for
others...I still need to work on doing that for myself.)
Thirdly I have education and immagination. I should write
this stuff down like 100 times each like they make you do
with your spelling words in third grade so I can remind
myself to be greatful of my abilities. Today I had my first
real and official conference meeting and I realized I am the
youngest employee in the entire department of surgery
including all the divisions. See what's neat about that is
that I have higher authority over most of these people! I'd
say that is something to be proud of. I was so impatient
about getting this job and yet I was blessed with the most
awsome job! Sure there are moments where I get tired and
want to go home...but who doesn't. I actually look forward
to going to work in the mornings. The fifth thing I realized
is that God has blessed me with someone very special in my
life that I love with all of my heart. Even when I have my
stupid doubts, I am always reassured they aren't going
anywhere without me. Also...those three close friends that I
either always hang out with or always chat with on a daily
basis...you guys are the best, thanks for putting up with
me! These are the things I'm thankful for....maybe I shoulda
waited until Thanksgiving to write this....neh...it needed
to be said while I'm feeling happy. Okay sleepy
now...hopefully will sleep better than last night...tossed
and turned and had weird dreams....not good...but I have
good thoughts tonight to dream about so it should go better.




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