Erin

My Diary
2003-10-20 03:22:10 (UTC)

I AM SO MAD

John read this diary. He read it!!! He asked me what I
wrote about and I said stufff... and he kept bugging me
and I said nothing. And then he went in and read it!!!!!
So he knows now about Mike. He was upset about it, and
plus cuz I didn't tell him. Well he has no idea how mad I
am that he read this. It makes me sooo angry... and then
he told Mike that I told him I loved him yesterday... and
soo Mike said that I was mean because that's leading him
on.... I dunno, I think maybe.... i dunno, and mike knows
that i had planned on gettting back with john someday..
but now I dont even know... the fact that he read this
just makes me sooo mad.... and I feel realllly bad too.. I
dunno. I'm a huge mix of emotions, but mostly anger right
now. I know later I'll just start crying. Evan McDaniels
is being nice just cuz he's here to listen to me. And he
thinks I'm awesome, so he doesn't think I'm mean to john
or mike or anything.... I dont feel like thinking about
this right now. I'm going to go flirt with Mike online.




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