Ashes-to-Dust

*Candyland*
2003-10-19 14:37:09 (UTC)

stumble and fall

I had to change my name because my mom likes to read my
diary now.....what a dicksneeze :)
**I dont want to love you....oooooh I STILL DO...need some
time to find my self.....**
i love that song...im listening to it right now...its on
your playlist vanessa, yes i still have your playlist...its
not like im going to delete a compilation of great
music...:)
that song "bitch" does fit you very well....thats why i put
it on there...
this weekend has been crazy...i broke up with sara friday
night, it was pretty bad i broke up with her because the
communication was bad because we are both extremely
stubborn...she is in love with me and i cant feel the same
because im not even sexually attracted to her....not
good.... and i got soooo drunk last night that
i dont even remember how the fuck i got home, i just know
i woke up in MY bed, and FORTUNATLEY there wasnt a stranger
laying next to me...very good thing:)~
It was me, erin, laryssa, and rebecca... brett and joe(we
call him "roach" because he looks like that dude from next
friday) were there for a couple hours, but they left....i
didnt even see them leave...erin and i had to take care of
laryssa and rebecca because they drank a little TOO
MUCH....they were puking everywhere and they couldnt even
stand up straight so we had to pretty much carry them to
laryssa's house a put them to bed....laryssa was crying,
and kept swearing that she would never drink again....but
you know how that is....
i felt bad because we were all fucked up, but she had it
bad... the last thing i remember is walking in laryssa's
garage where rebecca was laying her head down on erin's
leg...then waking up in my bed...i wonder if my mom could
tell i was drunk when i got home....

-A.M.




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