FlirtWithSuicide

Conflagration
2003-10-17 12:40:41 (UTC)

The End That Never Ends

Everything is over....and I simply do not know how to
begin again. Every aspect of my life has fallen apart in
some manner; I don't know how to mend it. Foremost, I do
not think that I have the capacity to mend it; my coping
skills are incorrigibly flawed. I would like to be able to
look at you without the pain behind my eyes, but I cannot.
I would like to be without negative emotion, making my head
as empty and as solitary as my heart. I would like to make
my head as empty as my life. I would like to make my body
as empty as my soul; I would like to fill the emptiness in
my coffin. Somebody: Please help me, because I dont know
how to do it on my own.......




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