psychomagnet

sleeptodreamher
2003-10-16 16:47:44 (UTC)

when you guna make up your mind

when you guna love you as much as i do


WHY CANT SHE JUST SAY "I LOVE YOU" AND RUN AWAY WITH ME.
why does that sound so ridiculous when i say it out loud
but seems like the only solution in my head???


I had a good morning... mainly. Almost punched this
Haitian girl in the face in English.. But I saw that girl,
Lindy, the really hot one that liked Ani and worked with me
at Marriott... she was all "HEY!!" and i was like oh yeah.
which is SOO funny because on the way OUT of class, i saw
denaro!!! and he was with all his thugged out ghetto fab
friends and he still stopped to say hi and was nice to me,
i was so happy, like i was in the middle of freaking out
to matt about my bloodwork results and then afterwards I
was smiling, I love that guy!!!


so i wrote to richard last night. probably because his
little brothers very obvious and distasteful come ons were
freaking me out and at the same time making me think of
him. and he wrote me back already. so that was nice.
poor sweetie, hes all I thought you hated me after all the
shit you went through and i didnt do the same for you but
im so glad you wrote me. no. i could never hate him.
but i'm REALLY starting to be weirded out by Johnathon.


What else. Its nice out again and Im eating black olives.


I wrote Matt a check for the books I feel soo much better
not owing him anything... he came in and was all. ugh.
Its funny it's been a real long time. And I'm still
all "ew get away from me." This morning, after being in
the car with him for 5 minutes, god knows why I thought
itd be okay to let him ride with me for once, I was SO
irritated even though I woke up in a good mood. And then
all the way to class I was thinking. Yeah. its so over.
Theres no denying that.


YAY!! ROAD TRIP WITH ASHLEIGH!!! YAY IM SO EXCITED. ive
been wanting to get out of here for a little while. last
night i was all about going to california.


My aunt is thinking about bringing the kids down for my
birthday. I would just die of happiness. I told her not
to let me know, just to surprise me. I know it probably
wont happen but if it did. I would die!


I dont have time for a nap. but I have some reading to
do. I hope she got that job.