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DIEary
2003-10-15 23:19:54 (UTC)

I dont know....

DIE-ary...

Why all of a sudden doies my life need to get EXTREMELY
complicated... I mean i love my friends i have a GR#EAT
boiyfriend and i know this but not i feel like everything
is closeing in on me.... AJ wants to talk to me ALL the
time and Jessy and Kristle likes to hang out with me
aswell... and School is Hectic aswell. My situation is i
want space but i dont ewant to tell Anyone because i think
they will get angry and say thats not true that i dont like
them or i dont want to be with them or think that im useing
it as an excuuse... I just think that i ned to spend more
time with JEssy and KRistle and my other friends..., But i
hate telling AJ that im going to hang out with them he gets
like all depressed, and is like Fiiine what i know hes nit
fine with it... I know im going to be with him for a LONG
time... he needs to understnad that i have 3 lives, one
with him, one for my friends, and a home life. He dosent
see it, I feel smuthered byu him... I need to get over this
i know hes a good boyfriend and stuff, i dont know anymore
:(...




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