itisy

fuck u
2003-10-15 03:29:12 (UTC)

um....ya

well alot of crap has gone on this summer martin and me
stopped talking and i hooked up with two other guys you
know. One from the town thta i live and and one from
chicago. Then i kinda gave up on guys you know so last
night i was online and i was checking profiles and i see a
link for martins band you know. Then I see his picture and
like all the feeling that i felt for him seriously came
rushing back and then like i see that they have a show on
friday and i am kinda scared to go but i am going to bring
a few of my girls out there to see them play but i dont
know how its gonna be you know like i am really scared but
i am not gonna sit here on friday and regret not going so
i am just going ot go and see what happens you know. I
just kinda wanna be like ya lets go for a walk and have a
ciggeratte and then be like please just kiss me cause i
know that i am going to regret going and not kissing him
like last time cause dude i soo wanted to before and wowo
i am soo happy that he is still single but if i get the
nurve to ask him to go for a walk i will be like so are
you totally single and dude i dont even know if he would
want me to come but dax wants me to come but wow i dont
know and nikki like i go to her i am gonna go to the show
on friday and she is like who are you going with i am like
my friends and she starts laughing and then she is all
like laughing at me but no matter what i am gonna go and
they are gonna make me look ok and i am pretty sure iam
gonna die my hair black because once i do it my ma cant
say anythign about it right? lol well alot has happend
recently but you know nothing really that intersting but i
just always gotta remember hoes beofore bros lol





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