cryingcountrycowgirl

Lost and Searching
2003-10-15 02:19:40 (UTC)

The city is killing me

Ever since i have moved down here to the little apple my
condition has gotten extremely worse....as why hell its
isn't known...One of my doctors believe its because of the
pollen thats around here and where i am from the pollen
isn't as bad...

all i know that every day when i do get to sleep i wake up
in pain and go to sleep in pain....i have been in and out
of the hospital more down here than i was at home....i
believe that i name everyone who works there.....and why
don't i go back home....well that is a good question, and i
am not sure what the answer is.....