TwistedAngel

Pieces of my life
2003-10-12 21:18:22 (UTC)

And i hope.....

Thats all i can do now.... i don't know what else to do. I
can just hope.... but hope for what, that im not pregnant?
that the baby will be healthy?, that everyone won't look
down on me?. I don't know i just hope for the best no
matter what, if i am pregnant i hope the baby is healthy,
if im not (very doubtful) that i don't make the same
mistake again.

Dustin and i have been arguing a lot and its stressful....
very. I don't know what to do, i care about him but i
can't
stand all the arguing too much longer. I do love him but
its hard to feel love when you argue. It kinda brings me
to
the conclusion that its not gonna work. But it has to.
Dustin always says that he wants to spend the rest of his
life with me.. i believe him. I just hope we do for the
baby's sake. Dustin always says he wants the baby to be
raised right: with a mom and a dad. That makes me happy to
know he'll be there, but things could change.. no one
knows.

finish later....




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