lonely butterfly

FunGuS * aMOunG *uS
2003-10-12 20:14:04 (UTC)

DIe COugH DRoP, DIE

oK...
Well... My tummy hurts and I have a lot of homework. I feel
really fat. I am not too big yet, I "show" somewhat?
Anyways, I am 11 weeks on Monday. Today is my baby's
birthday. She is having fun waking up with a hangover and I
am here having breakfast with the family. My cousin told me
she had to do communnity service today, and I missed out on
Ashley in a pink dress yesterday. I was so sad, b/c she is
SO BEAUTUFUL! and I couldn't be there. I cried for like an
hour. BUT, It's all good b/c I am spending the day with her
today. I miss Tiff already, she left. Awww... I miss my
tiff.I **!kinda!** miss Robert, ONLY because he was being
so sweet and attentive. I still hate him, and I don't want
to be with him. And he has to be some part of my life
still. I mean, I am having HIS baby.I dont want him to..
Bo0o0o for babies.!
I am not to happy, but I am managing. I am not crying as
often, and I am not suicidal anymore. I love my cousins and
my Ashley.I forgot to mention, I almost died in my sleep,
I fell asleep with a cough drop in my mouth,and my Aunt
Sally came in just in time. She saw that I was choking on
something, she had some "feeling" that I was in trouble. So
that was that!It suxed!




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