)O( Goddess JessikA )O(

* MINDFULL * SELF * INDULGENCE *
2003-10-11 16:47:51 (UTC)

blue planetary monkey

wow. wont someone please tell me what is wrong with some
guys because it boggles my mind. no means no not
maybe....ughhh well yet another day of nothing i wish i
could just shut off my brain so i dont have to think about
all the bullshit.


wont someone please take me away
i need to find shelter from this existance
autumn brings another decaying day
leaves change color before my eyes
life inside grows and the time is coming
my hope for death is all too strong
i cant seem to find the truth
buried here under all the filth of this world
cant seem to find much of anything
thoughts running in my head
just a need for someone true to comfort me
to help me through
my insides are bleeding slowly it seems
soon it feels i should burst
contemplating here on my knees
head buried beneath the dirt
suffocation in the shell i am stuck
no hope love or luck
he left me here with nothing
but an aching heart
and shattered dreams




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