swimboi

thoughts from a gay college student
2003-10-11 13:19:24 (UTC)

boys :(

I can still taste his smell. With every breath I inhale I
can taste him. Its a slightly bitter taste though. And I
dont know if that is a metaphore (god i have to learn to
spell!) or not but its true. How much trouble did I just
cause?

OK from the top...

So last night I finally met this boy that I have been
talking to for a while. He is cute and frankly i wanted to
hook up last night. Well i was mostly successful. But now
I am afraid that I may have sent the wrong message. Well
maybe not...I mean I dont think I did much to make him
think that I was looking to date him. I mean I would go
out with him on a date if he wanted to and we had fun last
night but he totally isnt the kind of guy that I would date.

BUT the problem with that is when I start to look back at
the guys that I actually tend to hook up with they are all
more or less the same compared to me. They all tend to be
fashionable, shorter, slimmer than I am. I dont know why
this is, maybe there are just more of them.

UGH!! And now i am supposed to be going to Hilton Head and
I kind of wish that I was staying cause I want to hook up
again!?! Sex can be so addictive.




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