Self harming dyke
Long time again...
Hi there. I have not written for so long...
I started my PGCE (teacher training course) a few weeks ago
and it is really difficult but going well. I have been
chosen to be the representative for the group on a
committee which is nice!
I still cut, but fairly sporadically. I cut my hand really
badly last week and am having to pretend I fell off my bike
cos is so obvious! Oh well!!!
I start my placement in a school next Wednesday. I am
dreading it and looking forward to it, but mainly really
I have a lovely tutor at uni called Christine (French). As
per bloody usual I fancy her!!! Why do I always get like
this about tutors, doctors, nurses etc.? Is painful but
less so now cos I know the routine. I can predict I will
start to have feelings so can then deal with the feelings,
be more realistic about them... Still really like her tho!
Does anyone read my diary? I wonder every time I think to
write it. I know is not very interesting, but would love